1.06.2006

New Year's Ruminations

So, it's like, 2006, and it's the next to last day of firsts--first Monday, first Tuesday, you get the idea.

I made lots of nifty resolutions, most of which have actually made it through the week. Mostly. I have a checklist I go through at night, whcih might possibly make it through next week. I aim low.

What's really on my mind at the moment, however, is how fast time is going. Which I've told like 3 people already tonight, but it's forming such a definite blah blah balh thing in my mind (yeah, I call that definite!) that I decided to blog about it. Oh! Oh! the word I want is list, it's forming a definite list in my mind of all the ways time is flying.

  • It's 2006, for heaven's sakes.
  • Sophia is a little girl and not a large baby.
  • James and Isaiah are going to be seniors next year.
  • Doreeeeeee, Bruce, and Fishy are coming to LT.
  • I'm learning to drive in a few months.
  • I'm sixteen, for heaven's sakes.
  • Tonight we went to Jeni's bridal shower, and I realized that there will be very very few of them in between hers and my friends'. Or mine, even scarier.

But, bridal showers don't happen every day, or even every 6 months, so, I'm overfreaking a little bit. But it's still scary how the days turn into weeks turn into years and it's just gone! Well, there I go overfreaking again, but you know what I mean. Oh, Doreeeee just reminded me that I've already done a post like this. But it's merited.

I think I'm scared, like Bailey, of time, and not having enough of it, even though I'm not going to die anytime soon, Lord willin and the crik don't rise.

And on that slightly depressing note, I will close.

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