haha I love this song. It's even better when it's a country song on a rock CD.

So, I've made up my mind
I will pretend to leave this world behind
And in the end, you'll know I've lied
To get your attention
I'm faking my own suicide

I'm faking my own suicide
Because I know you love me
You just haven't realized
I'm faking my own suicide
They'll hold a double funeral
Because a part of you will die
Along with me

I wish you thought that I was dead
So rather than me
you'd be depressed instead
And before arriving at my grave
You'd come to the conclusion
You'd loved me all your days
But it's too late
Too late for you to say

Because I'm faking my own suicide
Because I know you love me
You just haven't realized
Oh, I'm faking my own suicide
They'll hold a double funeral
Because a part of you will die
Along with me

I'll write you a letter that you'll keep
Reminding you your love for me is more than six feet deep
You say aloud that you would have been my wife
Right about that time
Is when I come back to life
And let you know
I'd let you know

All along I was
Faking my own suicide
Because I know you love me
You just never realized
I was faking my own suicide
I'll walk in that room and see your eyes opened so wide
Opened so wide
Because you know
Because you know you will never leave my side
Until the day that I die for the first time
And we'll laugh, yeah we'll laugh
And we will cry
So overjoyed with our love that's so alive
Our love is so alive

hey everyone

Life is so huge! haha.

that pretty much sums things up.

college--I'm going to my first college visit day ever at Akron on Saturday.

youth group--I want to get together with you people more often!

school--has been taking way too long. I haven't finished before 5 at all this week. I know, I know--I start at 9, finish at 5, what's the big deal? Well, yesterday I started at 8:45 and finished at 6:20...and that's all I did. School. With probably a 45-min lunch break. All. Day. I think I DO need more social interaction...ah well...who wants to come over? or call me? or comment me? or myspace me? or e-mail me? lots of options...:-)

SAT--yeah. studying away. I think I need to do a lot of studying if I'm going to score higher. Because I lost some skills...oh well.

Running--I ran Tuesday! hurrah for perfect running weather! I'm still sore from it, but oh well. I'm also sore from pitchfalls at dance yesterday.

Dance--is going well. :-)

LT--fundraisers? Leaders? 92 days? oh yes.

Babysitting...couple days coming up and alll summer long. :-D

driving--I need to do more of it. I just don't go anywhere. :-P

the new RK CD--is really cool.

like I said, life is huge.

and good. most of the time--well, all of the time, I just don't notice some of the time. :-P